Re: My recently fucked up life
Hulkster. Just remember, at Haven. We are also your family. Me and you have had our ups and downs. But you're still a good brother and loyal friend to me. Your kids need you, as do the rest of your family. Pain can be very distracting at times. BUT to me pain doesn't exist. It's just a signal telling your nerves to react to the brain. Ignore that and think positive. You'll overcome your stuff :) Stay strong.
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remember you have 2 wonderfull kids , they wil help you thru this hard time ryo and you have us .
stay strong my friend your doing great
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hulk im really sorry to hear this especially coming from such a good person i cant say i completely understand but i have some idea i myself have been having back problems from a car accident i was in on my wifes birthday last year and cant stand for more than 2-3 minutes without extreeme amounts of pain my wife cant work due to issues with the car accident and complications from diabetes so she has 0 income the government refuses her disability and even tho i work 12 hours a day runnign a game shop i dont get paid much and were ending up homeless ive thought about suicide probably every day for the last 6 months fighting to survive and the guy we rent from decides he just doesnt want people around anymore s o were screwed but i keep going for my wife and as bad as things are im trying to make them better trying to figure out ways to keep going and recently have been offered to set up my own business when a new building opens in a few months so even tho im homeless atm and cant afford an apartment or anything now theres still somthing to hope for if we can hold for a few more months so as tough as it is i u just cant give up
i guess what im really saying is just stay strong because no matter how bad things get as long as you keep going and making shit work something will come up to make things better in the future
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Thank you to everyone who commented, i really appreciate all the positive replies...My Fiancee didnt know i tried all that either until she read my facebook...I told her i got in a car accident and that i only took the dosage that the doctor told me, so i been getting a ear full since last night..Anyway i told the people here at haven because like renegade said we are like family, a big modding family lol..Hope others would share their problems as i just did, life isnt always great as people have it seem..Things are getting better since i did that, which was about 2 1/2 months ago. Again i just wanna say thank you to all the great caring people who commented and sent me pm's, it really shows who actually gives a fuck..Well enough about my lame ass, back to modding lol..:112:
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Damn the support on here is crazy, honestly I didn't expect it (I mean it's the internet, people are mean). OP, Suicide is a NO, NO! I don't need to tell you that as you know already. Focus on your kids, they are what you should be living for, and yourself, if you feel like things can't get any worse, then perhaps your right, but then that means things can only get better!
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Hey man Im real sorry to hear about all that. I used to work in the hospital as a PA for 5 years and Ive seen plenty of patients the similar types of diseases so I know know what your going through. Like you said, theres other people that need you more than you think. Stay strong dude. Everything will turn out for the best
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I know how you feel, so hang in there buddy. Life sucks when you're not on top (unless of course you're under a hot babe lol). I also have problems with my back due to a herniated disc and a fractured vertebrate from an accident when I was a child. And I have been diagnosed with and have been treating P.T.S.D. for the past few years which makes it hard for me to live and enjoy my life. And I too have thought many times about ending my life and the only reasons that I haven't is because of my children. But you just have to hang in there because things can't stay bad forever. I would live 100 bad days just to have 1 good day. And if you can, get yourself some marijuana because believe it or not it does help with all sorts of problems - the government lies when they say it doesn't!
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Many years ago I lost my father to cancer. I never knew my father, we were never close. I got to know more about my father in the last few weeks before he past. I would have given anything to have him in my life for just one more day. He told me he regrets not being there for me, I didn't care about that. I'm just glad that he reached out to me and the only thing that I wished that he had done it earlier. You my friend have been given an opportunity to be the best dad you can be for your kids, don't robbed them of that - Let them know who you are and inspire them to do great things. I don't know many people here and I don't write often and I don't know you but don't give up!!! Life is a gift and you gave this world two. As a great man said once "LIVESTRONG" (Lance Armstrong) - God Bless!